My Fears of blogging.
Do you have fears of blogging? I will share some of my fears and please feel free to share some of your with me.
Even though I do not understand why I have fears, I fear of blogging about my true self. I want, to be honest about my feelings, my thoughts, and everything but fear stops me from telling it all.
I really don’t believe I will meet any of you in person and if you already know me in person, you know a lot of what I have been through so you would understand some of my feelings before a complete stranger would.
I write tons of things but I delete tons of things. If it seems like I am complaining I delete it, if it seems like I want people to feel sorry for me I delete it. They are two things I do not want people to think or feel.
Everybody has hardships in life, everybody deals with them differently. Just because I talk about a hardship in my life it doesn’t mean I want people to feel sorry for me. I am happy with the way my life is. I am not happy with everything that has happened in my life, but I cannot do anything about what has happened. I still have to live and move forward.
When I try to write about how I feel about a subject and given it a lot of thought, I can never publish it.
I have a fear of hurting some feelings or offending some. I don’t want to offend people. Can you truly give an opinion on something and not offend anyone? I say no, so this is why it’s so hard to talk about things I stand behind.
I don’t even talk about the presidential candidates because of fear of offending someone. The only thing I really have to say about that is, I cannot believe the candidates we are stuck with.
My first husband destroyed my self-confidence so I know that is a big part of why I write so much then delete it. I really want to overcome these fears so I can write what I feel and what I believe in.
Do you have these fears or any fears about what you write? If so how do post what you write?
I did a post yesterday that was very scary for me to post but I finished it after it set as a draft for about a month. I am just making myself post it. I may regret it later but I will have to deal with regret then. So if you read yesterday’s post and you are still here then you accept that others have a right to opinion even if you disagree or you agreed with me.
My goal is to overcome these fears and post all the subjects I write about. They have to mean something to me if I take the time to write them. Thank you for reading.