Why is it so hard to say it like it is? Day 14
Why is it so hard to tell it like you feel? Is it fear of judgement? Is it because I judge myself?
I just want to say what is on my mind and post it. I cannot be the only one struggling with this. Today is just rainy and nasty and my moods change with the weather. This is what has me in this mood to begin with.
I got up and took a shower and got dressed and was going to go out for a bit. It started raining and the sun decided to hide. I went back into the bedroom, put my pajama’s back on and decided I wasn’t going anywhere. I hate that the weather predicts my moods and my plans.
I don’t even feel like doing any house cleaning but it’s not like my house is a mess anyways.
Joshua and I spent the day inside and now it’s about time for Garrett to get home from school. Then it will be them chores I am expected to do to get me off my butt. Cooking dinner, bathing Joshua and then cleaning up the dinner mess.
What do you do when you have days like this? Do you just go through the day bummed out all day and wake up to a new day in hopes of sunshine?
Even though I have posted this I still insist on deleting all the things that even matter, all the things that have me feeling this way.
I still feel bummed though out the day, but when I look at my kids it makes me smile, gives me a promise of better times, and it shows me why I thrive to be a better person.
Do you have different moods depending on the weather? What do you do on rainy days to chase the blues away?